I am SO sorry for your loss. I just lost my mom 6 months ago. It's really hard. one song my dad had the vocalist & her son sing was called "If you could see me now". The lyrics are below, and if you click on the link, you can hear the song sung:
http://www.iviememorial.com/Now.html
Our Prayers have all been answered
I finally arrived
The healing that had been delayed
Has now been realized
No one's in a hurry
There's no schedule to keep
We're all enjoying Jesus
Just sitting at His feet
If you could see me now
I'm walking streets of gold
If you could see me now
I'm standing tall and whole
If you could see me now
You'd know I've seen His face
If you could see me now
You'd know the pain's erased
You wouldn't want me to ever
leave this place
If you could only see me now
My light and temporary trials
Have worked out for my good
To know it brought Him glory
When I misunderstood
Though we've had our sorrows
They can never compare
What Jesus has in store for us
No language can share
If you could see me now
I'm walking streets of gold
If you could see me now
I'm standing tall and whole
If you could see me now
You'd know I've seen His face
If you could see me now
You'd know the pain's erased
If you could see me now
I'm walking streets of gold
If you could see me now
I'm standing tall and whole
If you could see me now
You'd know I've seen His face
If you could see me now
You'd know the pain's erased
You wouldn't want me to ever
leave this perfect place
If you could only see me now
If you could see me now
If only you could see me now
It makes me cry every time i hear it. Here's another link...I think this is a free download, but i'm not 100% sure.
http://www.turnbacktogod.com/if-you-could-see-me-now-song-don-moen/